fish out of water, rock in a gutter

I feel a little out of place. Would that be considered normal? I feel restless. I feel anxious. I feel weak. Well... I am weak. I am getting surgery in 13 days! Then I will be weak AND an invalid. :) just kidding.

I was looking in my old journals last night. It was amusing. I have changed so much in the past few years. High School definitely feels like ages ago. And I'm glad. The future can hold many great and remarkable opportunities and experiences. Right now I wonder if I will be able to attain any of those... am I able? I am making a plan! Well I can't seem to really gather my thoughts right now so I'll just post some pictures instead. More later. 

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